You cant find this colour red.....

Jade introduced me to this band called "the matadors of shame", they're pretty fracking incredible. Im really just obsessed with the songs "the west" and "the east", but really all their songs are pretty badass. Too bad they broke up :(

this is the only photo that turned out from the Seasick basement show....


I tried resizing my photos, so i hope they actually fit on the blog page now....ughh. I know nothing about the digital world of photography, its all so new to me. I miss the days where i spent endless hours in a darkroom developing photos and taking awesome black & white pictures with my oldschool 35mm. I just bought a new film camera, and its pretty fucking amazing. Its expensive though. Its nice to compare the film photos to the digital.

I love these two people more than anything, this photo makes me smile like no ones business


So i need to invest in an amp and speakers for my record player. I bought some pretty amazing records over the weekend....david bowie's "lets dance" and Stevie Ray Vaughns "double trouble", as well as Braid & the Postal Service. My record collection is getting to be pretty epic. If i do say so myself.....this is my favorite record....by Naked Aggression, im amazed i found this!



"well here i am, here i am....sitting on a fence, trying to make a dollar outta 15 cents!!!!!!!!!"

Fuck, february reminds me of so many things....."fuck love" parties at Skidrow, crazy anti-valentines day shows, lots of my friends birthdays....and lets not forget the time i hooked up with that 19 year old on valentines day....UGHH? (never again!)....god even thinking about it makes me want to vomit. I guess no matter what age, guys are all fuckwads.....ill wait for a decent one to come around though.



I feel like im waiting for something. I cant wait for the week to be over, but what for? I have nothing exciting going on in life.....i need a band. I keep talking about it, but im so fucking insecure about my guitar playing, or lack of guitar playing.....which ever.... i need to get over my shit. I think im going to throw together a show, here in ottawa....just so i can fucking play one. I dont even care if i need to pay for everything myself.....not playing any shows for 10 months is pretty fucked up...considering i've been playing music & shows non stop for about 5 years now. Meh....im rambling.